(Source: vachi2)
Nastya Zhidkova - albino model
She captivates me tonight.
when the one i wanted, did not want me.
I was almost rabid
for love.
Would’ve lunged at any thing
thrown my way
carcass, shadow, memory, promise
shell of a man.
I thought it was better
to be loved by a dead thing
than to be left alone.
Then I loved a dead thing
and was completely alone.
